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Colbie Caillat - Oxygen

I came apart inside a world made of angry people
I found a boy who had a dream
Making everyone smile
He was sunshine
I fell over my feet
Like bricks underwater

How am I supposed to tell you how I feel
I need oxygen
Oh baby if I was your lady
I would make you happy
I'm ever gonna leave, never gonna leave
Oh baby I would be your lady
I am going crazy for you

And so I found a state of mind
Where I could be speechless
I had to try it for a while
To figure out this feeling
This felt so right
Pull me upside down to a place
Where you've been waiting

How am I supposed to tell you how I feel
I need oxygen
Oh baby if I was your lady
I would make you happy
I'm never gonna leave,
Never gonna leave
Oh baby I would be your lady
I am going crazy for you

And you don't wanna keep me waiting
Staring at my fingers
Feeling like a fool

Oh baby I would be your lady
I would make you happy
I'm never gonna leave,
Never gonna leave
Oh baby I would be your lady
I am going crazy, yeah-ohhhh

Tell me what you want,
Baby tell me what you need
Anything I ask baby give it to me
Baby give it to me, give it to me

I came apart inside a world made of angry people
I found a boy who had a dream
Making everyone smile

psychology - interpersonal attraction

Today while i was reading my psychology chapter 18 for journal.. I found sth really interesting, no wonder my lecturer said we ll like this chapter... haha

 

Erm, regarding proximity:

"Those who believe in miracles when it comes to matters of the heart may believe that there is a perfect mate chosen for each of us waiting to be discovered somewhere in the world.

But if this is true, the far greater miracle is the frequency with which fate conspires to place this person within walking distance."

(come on, give this a big applause, haha, nice says...)

   

About Familiarity:

"If you are not beautiful or you find your admiration of someone unreciprocated, be persistent and hang around. Proximity and familiarity are your most powerful weapons"

(Er... this statement actually means that the mere exposure effect, the finding that familiarity all by itself increases liking... hence, we shud always appear in front of someone tat we like so that he/she ll like us too... ahahhahaha)

   

Still got a lot to go... haven't finish reading... haha ^o^

   

(That day my malaysian studies' lecturer praised me for my voice after i started my presentation with 2 sentences... zadao... then all my classmates clapped for me... haha)

      

*Do visit www.biantaigang.blogspot.com often, it's our territory~ hahaha, nudge Ka Wah if biantaigang members want to join... LOL

   

thinkin of u all!! + 分不清 是友情还是错过的爱情

日子过得好快，就连SPM成绩我们都拿了，以后回校的理由不多了吧？

最多也只是回去看看学弟妹的活动，看看老师，看看这个熟悉的校园。只是BLOCK C四楼，已经不是Science Class的地方了。

５Ikhlas，只是回忆的一部分，墙上残留ikhlas-ians的高度测量，不知何时，它也会被漆给出磨灭。

BIAN TAI GANG还是常常聚在一起，次数频密得很，感觉依然是那么变态，只是内心一直会回想起我们的高中生涯，那种年少轻狂～

我知道，待会儿你们的comment一定是＂无论我们分开多远，我们还是最最棒的知己。。。＂

我知道，这种能够轻易开玩笑的朋友，这种关系亲密得像家人的朋友，这种你已经十分了解的朋友，是永远的；只是，很想说，我真的很想念你们，很想念在SMKBBSP的时光～

原谅我，糊涂地发泄我的想念。

－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－

我，迟钝。所以，我不明白；所以，我没有发觉；所以，我逃避；所以，我用保护色保护自己；所以，我怕会被看穿。

对不起，我回答那封信息的态度；对不起，那不是真心话；对不起，我的保护色原来会伤人；对不起，原来我把自己也蒙蔽了。

原谅我，就连自己也开始迷惘；原谅我，没有坦荡地说出自己；原谅我，让你们都开始着急；原谅我，以为自己沉醉于暧昧；原谅我，现在才发现。。。

你，明白吗？
          
或许。。。
   

（不好意思，华文开始退步了，哈哈）
   

MISS THE TIMES...

不论现在几点回忆的片段最美(2007 – SMKBBSP)
我们拥有世界 就算梦想离再远(taylors, nilai, inti, working-midvalley;the store...)
累积快乐的荒野(PD camp, fraser camp)

收藏时空照亮你的一切(bai nian, sleep over)
不管当发生什麽 我想我们不会改变(our friendship)
说好不说再见(4i and 5i – great memories)
记得你是我最棒的体验 (best friends who know each other well)

无论多少离别那也不等于眼泪(a hug that means so much)
遨游每个乐园 就像回到了从前(genting trip, sunway lagoon, laugh crazily)
累积快乐的荒野(school’s field, assembly base, hall stage, school and Chinese society’s activities)
收藏时空照亮你的一切(new year eve, birthday surprises, steamboat, barbecue till late at night, yamcha, sing k)
不管发生什麽 我想我们不会改变(believe in our friendship)

就算好久不见(every gathering)
记得你是我最真的体验(knowing u all are the best, as we can makes jokes around and care for each other)
不管这一刻你在某条街(seri petaling, serdang, desa petaling, puncak jalil, tmn sungai besi, salak south even PJ...)
我想我也能够感受到你的感觉(kasturi – ka wah changed his schedule to accompany me, wan empok tuition centre – keep on fighting with jia chang)

不管哪一刻我在你身边(miss lee’s seat which we used to hang out during recess time)
说好不说再见(day day come restaurant which is full of our footprint)
无论多少离别 那也不等于眼泪(although we r separating, I really miss u all!! ^o^)

2008… January

A lot of things happened during January… a total new start for me again…

 

I m a college student now, studying AUP(american degree transfer program) at inti college subang jaya(the school tat eac kept on saying tat it’s a kinder garden, lol, I tell u, wait for my new building to complete!)…

Well, I get to know more frens, yet i hav to face psychology, chemistry, Malaysian studies, ENL 101 and calculus 1…

Environment changed completely… I still rmb my first class at college, damn lonely… haha, and then quite sad oso… coz secondary school’s frens are toooooo close oredi… they’re like family members to each other oredi…

Tat’s y at first, I feel like can’t adapt to an entire new environment which u hav to make new frens…. Luckily, everything is getting better now… haha

Every Thursday is the day that those taylors ppl (huey yuan, an cherng, wai loon, jia yi, jiin sheng) and me (ya, alone at inti, so kesian lah) promised to gather and hav lunch together… nice day… but my timetable quite stupid on tat day… 8 to 9 got class, then 5 hours break until 2 o’clock only hav class… lol

January 15^th, my seventeen birthday… can’t believe I m already seventeen le… thx for all the wishes and present ya!! I love u all, hehehehe (who haven’t give me present? Hahahaa, juz kidding lah, aiyo)

And then, I started to learn how to drive le lol, hate manual car… hahahaha

Took my school magazine VISI 12, erm, nice lo, coz got a lot of photos of us… hehehe ( wai yong’s face at school leavers there damn funny, like skeleton, wahahahaha, sry lo ah lik… hahaha… rmb to see the candid 5 ikhlas oh, my product…. Hehehe)

Went for the first general meeting of SMKBBSP Chinese society, miss vun suddenly asked me to give a talk to those members… zadao, I retired oredi oh… luckily those members still gave me a warm response… hahaha, add oil lol! Muz exceed 500 ppl arh, hahahaha)

Almost lost my bottle at “day day come” restaurant, fortunately pan mee aunty helped me to keep it… got “gem qing” oredi, cannot simply dropped it somewhere else…

Gonna wake up at 6 o’clock every morning and then rush to school, if I miss tat period of time, then it ll be a great traffic jam… lol

Yesterday is the AUP society first gathering. Walao eh, I shudn’t said tat my hobby is telling cold jokes, coz they forced me to tell a cold joke after tat, haha… but then many ppl laughed for tat “koala bear” cold jokes oso… haha

      

   

I miss secondary school’s frens so much… really not willing to separate with all of u…

Now all of us like staying so far from each other, some at taylors, some at nilai, some at ns, some are working… last time we r like the solid state and now is like gaseous state, haha, nvm, I believed in the friendship of us, hehe ^o^

Remember we gonna “bai nian” during Chinese New Year oh… hehe love u all, muakzzzz

   

Gambateh everyone!!!

   

哥 . 家

哥，我只是开始迷惑。担心我会成为负担。你的支持，一个拥抱就够了。既然决定了，就不会放弃。因为我是何伟宁，我是你妹，我是爸妈的女儿。
我知道我可以。想让眼泪把焦虑都冲走。我会坚强地、勇敢的追，我的梦想。

因为我相信

突然发现，我们这一班朋友好像都在往自己的未来迈进了，
我们好似真的要分开了，
听到这首歌，星光帮的「因为我相信」，好多感触哦。。。
我们的歌。。。
分享一下～

   

你说的每一句话 像首歌反复传唱
储存在我的心上 怎么可能把它遗忘
后来故事变得怎样 我们的手依然不放
我所有的悲伤 习惯有你陪伴
怎舍得 再重返孤单
答应你 我不会离去
我们只是 短暂的分离
我会在附近 紧握着回忆
陪着你前进
答应我 你不会哭泣
我们有过那么多约定
因为我相信 只要我相信
就会有奇迹

你说的我都体谅 我的秘密锁在你眼眶
我们从不同过往
并肩走向同一个方向
梦的重量压在我肩上
所幸有你分一些承担
满天的星光 把每一步照亮
所以我们 不会走散

过去一个人 偶尔叹息
也曾想过要放弃
如今 不为自己 也要为了你
笑着让梦延续

   

我回来咯！

累、很累、非常累。。。
8天7夜的旅行真的有够累人＋辛苦的（尤其是在越南）。。。
算一算，我大概也做了超过24个小时的巴士吧。（超级无敌累！）
一开始，我还以为待在越南比较久，原来有四到五天在中国哦。

 
越南：河内〔越南首都，拥挤的古街、很多法式建筑、很多motor、长得很像几十年前的马来西亚。〕
     下龙湾〔“海上桂林”、阳光照耀下显得格外明媚很漂亮。“跳船”让人难忘，很危险但很刺激，哈！〕

   
中国：东兴&友谊关〔越南和中国的边境〕
     南宁〔广西省的首府，超像KL的城市、购物的好地方（但是现在多是冬装）、伤心McD没有猪肉burger，哈哈！〕
     荔浦〔银子岩－我看过最美的溶洞〕    
     阳朔〔漓江，带着“桂林山水甲天下”的美称。但是第一天去到时已经傍晚了，天黑，什么也看不到，只好要求再去一次，奈何，第二次却下着小雨，也许朦胧胧的山水更让人有仙境的感觉吧〕
     桂林〔去了靖江王府和独秀峰，重点是死笨蛋地方导游，害我拜错太岁，幸好我有先申报。。。还有，桂林很冷！不舒服〕

   

*想念我的床我的家，马来西亚的食物！
*越南的食物很难吃，中国餐还可以接受，好吃过以前我吃过的，哈！
*越南和中国－地狱和天堂
*这篇文写在Hanoi回KL的飞机上的呕吐袋上，呵呵！
*越南话：chili-ert,ice-ndair,goodbye-dapbien,soup-kengkengkeng
一回来我就生病了，生水痘。。。惨～

我要飞了哦！

我要飞了哦！
今晚3点就要从家里出发去机场，4点半要集合，6点半的飞机。
很久没去旅行了，12号到19号我不在马来西亚哦，
要到越南下龙湾和中国桂林。
ok啦，希望有个美好的旅程～（给我遇到帅哥，哈哈哈哈！）

   

*希望爸爸的病快快好起来，可以来和我及妈妈会合。。。
*哥，你要顾好家喔，哈哈！

genting trip

三天两夜，属于我们的日子～
genting trip，这是第三年了，有新加入的、也有无法参与同行。
虽然没有进theme park也没有玩到我想玩的superman，但是还是很尽兴。
一开始还在想去那么多天，会不会无聊，
但是，相信我，我们这一团人真的是无法静下来的。
去到那里都酱吵，哈哈！
嗯，我们去了唱K、看半夜场（GOLDEN COMPASS § ENCHANTED；
GC是公认浪费钱的戏，而E真的很好看，难得是我期待又没有失望的戏，看完了后心情真的很开心，哈哈！）
进了RIPLEY'S，在HIGHLAND HOTEL碰到谢天华和唐文龙，
但是搞笑的是平时说广东话的huey yuan竟然用华语跟他们说要拍照，
结果，明星走得很快（而且很帅气的）进了电梯，没有拍到，气死啦！>_<
看完半夜场还在通往HOTEL和FIRST WORLD那里拍了很多很搞笑的照片，哈哈！
第一天晚上的SLAP OR SLAP还蛮废的，不过很开心，因为我报了去年ee an cherng打我的酬，呵呵！
第二天晚上的STARBUCKS（我们四个女生去喝凉茶了才去和他们会合）
TRUTH OR DARE（早知就直接睡觉，不要提〕玩得满疯的、有情歌对唱、跳舞、还要我打电话！气死人～哈哈
看到光良，但是和MYFM DJ ROYCE拍照，哈哈！
丢了1仙进去第二个许愿的铃铛，算是投进了罢，哈，
看到有不负责任的人拿石头来丢，结果我们就很有“型”地撤责他们，呵呵
今年云顶特别冷，但是还是有喜讯从我们gang里传出来，哈哈
表表姐和屁股人一号，你们要幸福哦！呵呵
嗯，但是也有朋友不顺利的，加油！
不是你不配、也不是他不配，我只想到一句“有缘无份”。。。

anyway, nice genting trip tat ll stay in our memory forever!!
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